From self doubt to empowering confidence in others
Justin Soh Jun Hao
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Justin Soh is a 2nd year undergraduate at NUS pursuing a degree in Information Security and a Quantedge Foundation awardee since 2022. He has a budding interest in digital forensics and hopes to pursue a career in cybersecurity. Before starting university, Justin founded an online coaching platform, Innerpill, to empower others to gain the confidence they need to be their authentic selves.
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What sparked your interest in Information Security?My interest in Information Security was sparked by my uncle who encouraged me to learn more about computers. This led me to pursue a Higher Nitec in Network Security and Technology at ITE College West. Later, I completed a Diploma in Cybersecurity and Forensics at Nanyang Polytechnic and am now at NUS. I realised that I had a knack for computing, and it became something I really enjoyed. Now, as part of my degree programme, I want to expand my knowledge in digital forensics and explore a career in cybersecurity. A stint as a cybersecurity specialist during my National Service exposed me to the challenging yet collaborative nature of such work. |
Tell us more about your academic journey from ITE to polytechnic to university.When I first entered ITE through the Direct Polytechnic Programme, I struggled with self-doubt and was not sure if I could make it to a polytechnic. However, going to ITE broadened my perspective.
During my time in ITE, my class advisor, Mr Ong, played a significant role in my personal development. He was an exceptional educator who went above and beyond to support his students. He dedicated his time outside of school hours to tutor and guide those who needed help. I will never forget his reassuring words, “Don’t worry, I am your teacher”. Mr Ong was not just a teacher but a mentor who showed great empathy, and his actions left a lasting impact on me. With the support I had throughout ITE, I graduated with a Certificate of Merit and went on to pursue a diploma in Cyber Forensics and Security at NYP.
My struggles in polytechnic were different. I placed great emphasis on grades and linked my self-worth to them. After graduation, my self-esteem crumbled as I no longer had exams and grades for validation. This led me on a journey of self-discovery, and I founded Innerpill, an online coaching business I started on Instagram (IG), to find more meaningful ways to strengthen my mindset and be my own support system. In university, I faced a new challenge – comparing myself with peers. Having performed well academically thus far, I believed I would do the same in university. However, that was not the case. This experience taught me the importance of having friends to journey through school with. It is not just about achieving perfect grades but also having friends to celebrate my successes with. |
You started an online coaching business, Innerpill. Share with us how it all started, what it is about and how it led to your foray into public speaking.
After graduating from polytechnic, I felt lost and unsure of myself and my values. I was also dealing with self-doubt and the aftermath of a breakup. In an effort to cultivate a more positive mindset, I created an IG account called Innerpill to share my thoughts and insights. However, I struggled with camera shyness and remained anonymous on the account for six months.
(From left to right) Innerpill's IG page and Justin showing his face for the first time on Innerpill.
Eventually, I challenged myself to show my face on my IG stories for seven consecutive days. This helped me gain more confidence and even led to interviews with public speaking coaches on Innerpill’s IG Live. These experiences gave me the courage and opened up opportunities to speak for various organisations such as NTU Alumni Club, Ngee Poly Rotaract Club, and even to emcee for other coaches like Rae Fung. Innerpill has evolved into a platform to help individuals who struggle with confidence and courage to be their true selves. I began working on a coaching programme with this goal in mind, but experienced burnout after six months. While I am currently taking a break to figure out the next steps for both myself and Innerpill, I will never forget the valuable lessons I learnt along the way. |
Who are your role models and why?One of my role models is Eric Feng, a public speaking coach I had the privilege of working under. I admire his skillful storytelling, which he crafts in a captivating way that leaves the audience hooked. He delivers a punchline with a lasting impact, and his storytelling taught me the important concept that it is not how good your product/service is, but how great others perceive it.
Another role model of mine is my Company Sergeant Major from my National Service days. His leadership style prioritises the well-being and welfare of others. He taught me that a true leader is one who leads by example, following through with actions and serving others with unwavering support. This is the kind of leader I strive to be.
"He taught me that a true leader is one who leads by example, following through with actions and serving others with unwavering support. This is the kind of leader I strive to be."
My dad is my biggest role model. Despite his lack of formal education and modest income, he is a loving husband and father who always goes the extra mile to take care of us. He lives by the saying: “钱不重要，开心最重要” which translates to “The most important thing isn’t money, but happiness”. After experiencing burnout, I reflected on my dad’s words and realised that life is not just about money. I now believe in integrating fun into everything I do. |
You mentioned in your letter of appreciation that receiving the QFS award has freed up time to be involved in the Freshmen Orientation 2023 camp as the Program Director. Tell us more how you got involved.
I am currently serving as a Program Director for the upcoming Freshmen Orientation Camp at the School of Computing (SoC). This responsibility involves overseeing the entire planning and execution of the event. I had enjoyed working in similar capacities as an exco member of Nanyang Polytechnic’s School Of Information Technology Club and was excited to take on this challenge in university.
Planning the camp has been a memorable experience for me and my team. We faced obstacles, such as the lack of resources and branding for this first-time event at SoC. It was challenging to attract volunteers, but we worked together to raise awareness by putting up posters and distributing flyers around the school. Despite our initial struggles, my team members’ determination and never-say-die attitude kept us motivated to keep going. With the camp just a few weeks away, I am proud that we have persevered as a team and am looking forward to seeing the fruits of our labour. 
Justin and his OGLs for SoC Freshmen Orientation Camp 2023.
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What advice would you give to fellow QF awardees who are about to embark on their university journey?As a recipient of the Quantedge Foundation award, I have had the freedom to explore my interests and try new things without financial worry. Dragon Boating has always been on my bucket list, and I finally got the opportunity to try it. To my fellow awardees, I encourage you to embrace your university journey by stepping out of your comfort zone. Do not just focus on academics, but also explore other interests such as latte art or joining a band.
"I encourage you to embrace your university journey by stepping out of your comfort zone. Do not just focus on academics, but also explore other interests such as latte art or joining a band."
To maintain a balance between my studies and other commitments, I live by the motto of ‘less is more’. It is not about how much time you spend, but the quality of that time. Take regular breaks and allow yourself to destress. You might be surprised at how this can positively affect both your studies and overall well-being.
(From left to right) Justin trying out dragon boating and latte art for the first time.
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